潛獵筆記簿

今天看到Trainspotting 2釋出的預告片真是太令人熱血了～

雖然預告片實在看不出任何東西（除了主角們好像都變圓多了皺紋之外），Lust of life的節奏又把人帶回青春—叛逆、有血有淚、有髒話的青春。

當年一部哭死人的片，不管看懂多少，聽懂多少（超級濃的蘇格蘭腔...），大概就是很直接觸動年少的心吧？

跑去買Irvine Welsh的小說，太多俗語、特別用字，字典查不完又查不到，結果晾在那裡，仍無損此片對我的影響......可很認真把裡面有感覺的句子抄在筆記本裡。

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?

I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. 

回頭想起這20年前的片，仍然Hitto：迷惘、無力、掙扎、對抗、放棄、拋棄。然後，你要選擇嗎？你可以選擇嗎？

“We start off with high hopes, then we bottle it. We realise that we’re all going to die, without really finding out the big answers. We develop all those long-winded ideas which just interpret the reality of our lives in different ways, without really extending our body of worthwhile knowledge, about the big things, the real things. Basically, we live a short disappointing life; and then we die. We fill up our lives with shite, things like careers and relationships to delude ourselves that it isn’t all totally pointless.” 

Big question, big answer。20年前、10年前、當前，還是在找尋；或，那跟著時間在轉變。

難怪還是可以拍續集.......英國上映日期暫定在明年1月27日。