潛獵筆記簿

厭世感持續.....

做著興味索然的事。即便如此，仍想要做好。但，做不好，做得不夠好。

似乎，距離自己的期許，那種「能想/思考、能寫、能說」的狀態，還遠得很。不知是練習不夠、眉角沒抓到、題材無味，還是能力不足。

許多的不足，在時間就那樣過去之後，已無法挽回。

即使興味索然的事仍將持續排擠能用的時間和精力，過日子的動機得自己找，只能假設，對自己興味索然的事，或許對別人是有意義有價值的。

或許不該再厭世了，否則達賴喇嘛的po文不會在此時此刻出現。

We have to remember that each and every one of us is a part of humanity. We need to be determined to achieve positive change, but also need to be able to take a long view of what needs to be done. What is important is not to become demoralized. Optimism leads to success; pessimism leads to defeat. One person can be the source of inspiration for many others.

- Dalai Lama